Fiction Plane ROCKED!!!!

July 16, 2007 at 6:14 pm (Concerts, Fiction Plane, friends, Joe Sumner, life, music, teenagers)

So, as you may have guessed Kathryn and I were able to navigate our way to the Fiction Plane concert in Cinci, and I’m SOOOO GLAD WE DID!!!!

It was one of the best days of my life hands down. ūüėÄ I’m uber happy. It makes up for any other crap thats gone down this year it really does. Let me tell you why. So…

I’m obsessed with Fiction Plane. If you havn’t noticed ūüėČ I’ve loved them since I got my hands on their first CD Everything Will Never Be OK. Which I’ve had since like 8’th grade. Needless to say I’ve liked them for a LONG time.

So Kathryn and I get to the concert, and it was a really pretty place. They had benches to sit on so we made our way to the front. After chatting for a bit, I notice a guy walk out from the stage area. I blinked for a bit as he walked past and sat down behind us. Suddenly it hit me. It was Joe Sumner, the lead singer. I freaked out, poked Kathryn in the side a bit, squaled, and debated going over and saying hi. No one else seemed to notice him really except the people sitting next to him. So I gathered up my courage and went to say hi.

Let me tell you I have never been so tounge twisted in my life. It was downright embaressing, but Joe didn’t seem to mind all that much. At least I hope not. I blathered on for¬†awhile about how I liked Everything will never Be¬†OK, but how the¬†new CD Left Side Of the Brain was AMAZING. I think I told him it was addicting like ten times and which point he said “Nothing clinical right?” and I was like “No its a GOOD addicting” and the cinversation went¬†on for¬†awhile befor I said “I¬†made my friend drive me two hours from Columbus to come see you…” ANd he was like “THANKS!” and I was like “Thank you for¬†playing to close to Columbus.”¬†which he¬†didn’t really have a response for, he just shrugged and smiled. And then he shook my hand¬†and I bounced off back to my seat and he walked back to the stage.

I then freaked out about how Joe Sumner had just shook my hand and was slightly concerned¬†that I had come off as a freak. I actually told him “I’m sorry I’m¬†such a dork” at one point in the conversation because¬†I couldn’t seem to string two words together.

So then came the actual concert.¬†They played a pretty short set, but as short as it was…it was amazing. Their energy as a band is fantastic. You can’t really take your eyes off of them. Its great. ANYWAY the music¬†was amazing but sadly after about 40 minutes¬†or¬†so it came to an end.¬†At which point someone was like “They’re signing autographs after the concert.”

So I bounded up to where there were signing with Kathryn and waited paitently. At least…as much as a 19 year old CAN. Especially a hyper, adrenaline filled ADD 19 year old can. Kathryn grabbed a poster since I didn’t have a CD, and FINALLY we got to the front of the line. The astounding part was that when we got there Joe looked at me and was like “HEY!! So thanks for driving two hours, and we’re glad we could play so close to Columbus…we’ll try to get there soon!” and I was like “AWESOME! And it was a GREAT SHOW!” and he was like “Thanks…” and we chatted some more (I won’t bore ya’ll with more mindless chatter…) and we said goodbye, when he shook my hand AGAIN. ūüėÄ I didn’t see him offering his hand to anyone else (he probably did cus he’s cool like that,¬†I just most likely blocked it out in attempt to make myself feel cool. Which I think I am…sort of.)

ANYWAY, not only did I shake his hand once but TWICE…so in conclusion I can die happy. The only thing that would make me happier is seeing them again.

yeah. I just find it awesome that not only is Joe cool all three members of the band are. They ROCK!

I’m done now I promise. And I’m sorry for any typos…my spell check thing doesn’t work…

LISTEN TO FICTION PLANE!! Press the button on this thing!

Talk to you later all!

Fiction Plane


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Off to Cinci for the day!

July 15, 2007 at 4:39 pm (Aaron Eckhart, Driving, Fiction Plane, friends, life, teenagers)

So I convinced my parents to let Kathryn and I go to Cincinnati for the day. But everyone’s alittle worries that we’re going to get shot or robbed or something. I’m pretty damn sure we’ll both be fine. The concert ends at 8:00 so its not like we’ll be driving around in the dark. It doesn’t get really¬†dark til like 9:45.

But in case I get lost and die I request that I’m bauried with my iPod, and will someone please tell Sean Bean just how much I loved him? ūüėČ

I’m joking, we’ll be fine. If we get lost we’ll lock the doors and I’ll call one of my 19 family members that could escort us out of the city.

I GET TO GO SEE FICTION PLANE!!! YAAAAY!!! ūüôā I’m SOOO excited!!! I hope this works out I really do. I just don’t want to Jinx it or anything. Mhmm. Rock on.

As for now, I’m waiting for my brother to get out of the shower, and my grandparents to come and visit befor I leave. Because they know their way around cinci better then I do. Yeah…

I ‚̧ Aaron Eckhart. Did I mention that to anyone else? I think I did. I’m just…saying it again befor I go because I have no idea how else to end this post.


Later all!!

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*Sigh* Yay…vacation…

June 28, 2007 at 5:35 am (Actors, Boys, Driving, friends, Good Charlotte, John Cusack, Kane, life, Little brothers, Movies, music, vacation)

So I’m leaving with my dad and Sean tomorrow (Friday) to go on vacation. We’re driving to New York for my aunts birthday.¬†My mom and Bryan are meeting us on Monday at our cabin…place…in Pennsylvania…I think…

We’re staying there with my Gradparents, Uncle Mike, aunt Debbi, And my little cousins Michael and Caroline.

I’m all for camping and such I¬†mean the woods are AWESOME and such, but…I still think I’ll be bored out of my skull come Thursday. My dad keeps trying to make me think it’ll all be okay, and I know it will I can entertain myself but the fact the he’s so unsure that I’ll have fun isn’t very reassuring in itself you know?


I plan on packing my portable DVD player for the 8 hour trip to New York and watching a helluva lot of John Cusack movies. I just rented The Sure Thing, and I’ve been meaning to re-watch Say Anything. I love say anything John Cusack is awesome.

ANYWAY! I spent the day with Nate, Kristen, and Erika. We got Ice cream and then went to a park where I proceeded to chase a squirrel up a tree because I was so tired and bored…and because well thats how I roll. ūüėČ Erika swears that inside I’m really just a five year old mixed in with a bit of puppy.

What can I say, I’m hyper. *Shrugs*

You know what really helped me get through my last family vacation? My music. Kane really. I love that band, they’re a rocking country band…and for some reason their music makes me feel like…home.

you should all check them out.

Another several music suggestions? The River, by Good Charlotte, along with Dance Floor Anthem and Break apart Her heart also by good charlotte.


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I’m feeling…despondent…

June 15, 2007 at 3:05 am (Boys, despondent, feelings, friends, gay, life, love, Relationships, teenagers)

SO, I just went over to boys house to hang out with his sister Isabel.¬† Which was cool, because I love Isabel…but it felt wrong somehow.

¬†She doesn’t know about the whole thing with her brother, unless he were to have told her…which I don’t think he did. But I mean it felt odd to be watching a movie at his house because I know that had I said something (Or had HE said something I’m not ENTIRELY at fault here) then I could have been watching movies at his house for months! But NOOOOOO he has to be to shy…and I’m just plain STUPID.


I hate boys.

Why can’t I get him out of my head. I think about him ALL the time. Well not ALL the time, thoughts of him don’t RULE my life or anything, but still. Its annoying.

You know what else annoys me? The thought that I’m the only one struggling with this. I mean do I make HIM despondent? Probably not. Although if I learned that I DID make him despondent I would be INCREDIBLY happy.

which is sad.


You wanna hear something awkward? My gay guy friend has a crush on my straight guy friend…and I don’t know what to do about it.


I hate boys.

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The soap opera ends…only to be continued.

June 9, 2007 at 3:15 pm (angst, Boys, friends, life, Parties, Relationships, teenagers)

So. Boy is officially gone. I think.

¬†I’m not really sure if he’s left yet…

But I’m not gonna like call and check. So We’ll just assume he’s gone.

I went to a grad party yesterday and both Boy and Liam were there. I was really happy because the last time we had spoken I had said goodbye really quickly and there was really no closure of any sort. Or at least any sort that I had wanted. But yesterday we ACTUALLY said goodbye. He gave me a hug, said he’d still have an Internet connection over the summer so “Don’t worry” and that I’d better come to the shows next year.

And then he was gone.

*Sigh* I proceeded to go over to Michelle and force myself to stop the tears that I knew were coming. I mean who cries at a grad party?? Really that would have been rude.

But it was still sad, and now there’s this feeling of like emptiness because well…he’s gone.

Yes I KNOW I’m melodramatic I’m sorry. He was the first guy that I really liked, that I KNOW liked me back. And I let him slip through my fingers.

Its tragic I tell you. TRAGIC!!!

But I guess its also a part of being a teenager.

At least now I know that I can get a guy to like me.

*Sigh* ANYWAY!!

My grad party is today, that should be interesting. There are alot of people who’ve told me they can’t come, but allot of people who’ve told me they will. I’m not expecting a huge turnout but my mom is…so we’ll see.

I have to deal with the relatives, whom I love don’t get me wrong. But some of them are so insane they deserve their own reality TV show. They make me laugh so it’s all good.

I should go make sure my mom isn’t having an aneurysm over something that isn’t going right…

Later all!! ‚̧

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I think my life should be turned into a TV show…

June 7, 2007 at 5:35 am (angst, friends, life, love, Relationships, teenage hormones, teenagers)

No really, and not just any TV show but like one of the melodramatic teenage ones that they show on The N or whatever the hell that network is.


But no really.

I’ve been feeling sorta emo lately and it’s mostly because of boy. Ohhhh the things I could say about boy. Just when I think I’m over him, the world decides I’m not and everything comes crashing back down on my head like a gigantic tidal wave of teenage hormones and crushed hopes.

 I said I was feeling emo! Believe me now? I bet you do.

ANYWAY, I went to a grad party today and Boy was there. We sorta talked for awhile, but I mostly talked to his best friend, Liam¬†(Who happens to be a good friend of mine as well). After awhile we both moved on to diffrent places in the back yard and I was able to make myself look¬†less despondent. Or at least less like I was pining. Which I was. I won’t lie…there’s no point.¬†So¬†later¬†on I ended up chilling on¬†a hamock, which was huge and REALLY comfortable, with Erika. All was fine til boy and Liam came over and sat down. and by sat…I don’t really mean sat it was¬†more like lie¬†because who can really sit in a hamock?

ANYWAY there we were the four of us on this hamock, with me squished between¬†Liam and boy. I mean I was on top of boy for like 15 minuets and it made me think of things that I COULD have had but can’t because…well¬†the timing of life sucks.

All in all we just goofed off for a bit, he laughed at my story about how I ate crayons once when I was little (Which he said explained alot, hahaha)¬†, and swore to me¬†that my eyes have changed colors all this year. ¬†Which strikes me as¬†odd. Liam was like “You’re eyes are BLUE?!” and I was like…”Duh?” and then Liam swore to¬†me that they were green awhile back, and Brown at the beggining of¬†the year. Which boy backed up.

Why am I telling you this?? Dunno. *Sigh* ANYWAY!!!

Dave then came over and they tried to make room for him even though I highly dislike him for the most part, and Boy and Liam pulled me up higher on the Hamock so my shoulder was underneath Boys head.

And it was really comfortable.

God we fit so freakin well together, I mean I just feel RIGHT with him you know. and its AWFUL because I won’t see him again for a REALLY REALLY LONG TIME. S0 a relationship of any kind is OUT OF THE QUESTION.

Let me go back a bit, Boy and I got to know each other at the beggining of the year since we were both in theatre. He was in a show with me in January (Arsenic and Old Lace) and, according to Liam, he’s liked me ever since. I had a conversation with Boy a couple of weeks ago where he said he would have asked me out then but another girl had asked him to the Valentines day dance. So it never happened. And then he broke up with that other girl and we’ve been talking circles around each other ever since.

and it sucks.

Because we could have been together since January but neither of us said a friken word, and now its GONE. Because he leaves in two days for camp, and when he gets back from that camp he leaves for ANOTHER camp. Essentially he’s GONE until AFTER I leave for college.

*sigh* I hate life.

It makes me want to cry, I hate this feeling of what could have been. My advice for you is to take you’re chances and always SAY SOMETHING.

I wouldn’t be here now if I had. And it sucks.

wow I’ve rambled on alot.

Tp make things a bit more complicated, I think that sice I’ve been tryinging to get over boy, I’ve switched my feelings over to Liam.

Which may or may not be a bad thing.

I hate people…

but!! Good news I’M 19 NOW!! WOOOOOOO!!!!

I’ll post again later. Night all!!

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