*Sigh* Yay…vacation…

June 28, 2007 at 5:35 am (Actors, Boys, Driving, friends, Good Charlotte, John Cusack, Kane, life, Little brothers, Movies, music, vacation)

So I’m leaving with my dad and Sean tomorrow (Friday) to go on vacation. We’re driving to New York for my aunts birthday. My mom and Bryan are meeting us on Monday at our cabin…place…in Pennsylvania…I think…

We’re staying there with my Gradparents, Uncle Mike, aunt Debbi, And my little cousins Michael and Caroline.

I’m all for camping and such I mean the woods are AWESOME and such, but…I still think I’ll be bored out of my skull come Thursday. My dad keeps trying to make me think it’ll all be okay, and I know it will I can entertain myself but the fact the he’s so unsure that I’ll have fun isn’t very reassuring in itself you know?


I plan on packing my portable DVD player for the 8 hour trip to New York and watching a helluva lot of John Cusack movies. I just rented The Sure Thing, and I’ve been meaning to re-watch Say Anything. I love say anything John Cusack is awesome.

ANYWAY! I spent the day with Nate, Kristen, and Erika. We got Ice cream and then went to a park where I proceeded to chase a squirrel up a tree because I was so tired and bored…and because well thats how I roll. 😉 Erika swears that inside I’m really just a five year old mixed in with a bit of puppy.

What can I say, I’m hyper. *Shrugs*

You know what really helped me get through my last family vacation? My music. Kane really. I love that band, they’re a rocking country band…and for some reason their music makes me feel like…home.

you should all check them out.

Another several music suggestions? The River, by Good Charlotte, along with Dance Floor Anthem and Break apart Her heart also by good charlotte.



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Boys, Die Hard 4, and Justin Long…

June 27, 2007 at 7:34 pm (Actors, Boys, Bruce Willis, Die Hard 4, Justin Long, life, Movies, Pictures)


So I went to go see Live Free or Die Hard last night at Midnight. It ROCKED!!! No I mean it was truly awesome. Bruce Willis is a Bad Ass and the action is almost Non Stop.

Good stuff man. People were freaking out about the PG13 rating, but really it didn’t make that much of a difference, the movie not being R rated I mean. Cus it was still awesome.

Oh yeah and now I’m in love with Justin Long. I was a little in love with him befor but…now I truely love him. 🙂

die hard 4

He’s so awesome and grungy in this movie…it’s SO HOT!!!!

Justin Long

I also think he’s just plain adorable.

ANYWAY…I think everyone should go see die hard because it was awesome. It kept my attention VERY WELL and that says a lot because once I hit like…midnight I get easily distractable, I mean…I’m ADD….C’mon, not to mention I had an extra large Mountain Dew…yeah…I was practically jumping up and down cus I was so hyper by the end of the movie. although that may not have been the Mountain Dew I act like that ANYWAY…

Anyway…I give this movie two thumbs up cus it was awesome and Bruce Willis rocks. I was watching Over the Hedge the other day with a few of my friends and He’s even awesome when he’s an animated raccoon. Apparently the squirrel and I are quite alike as well…but thats a story for another day. 😉

Now about the boys. Boy, yes the one I’ve been talking about forever…decided to IM me three Minuets before I had to leave for the movie. And he like…wanted to talk. STUPID BOY!!! STUPID STUPID STUPID!!! He only wants to talk when I don’t have TIME dammit!!!

*Sigh* one day I’ll get over him. I WILL!!

Just…not today…

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Life is good! At least…for the moment.

June 21, 2007 at 10:30 pm (Actors, college, life, Sleep)

So, I’m back from orientation. It was awesome. I made a few friends and I scheduled my classes!! That part was REALLY easy, a lot easier for me then for most other people. Mostly because I had almost all of my classes already scheduled for me because I’m in the Acting Option. YAY for majoring in acting!

I just had to pick two other classes to go with all my theatre stuff. I’m taking English 103, Acting 1, Theatre aesthetics, Stagecraft, Freshman experience, and Walking.

Yes thats right, I’m taking fitness walking. For my PE credit. I walk for 50 minutes every Monday and Wednesday, then I have a lecture for the class Wednesday as well. Most of my classes are Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. Except for Freshman experience, which is Tuesday, and my stagecraft Lab which is Thursday…and three hours long.

But its ok cus it should be cool.


I’m excited!!! Especially since my first class is at 9:00!! SO I CAN SLEEP!! WOOOO!!!



Later all. Oh and if anyone has college advice…feel free to share!! Thanks!!

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Orientation starts tomorrow!!

June 18, 2007 at 7:30 pm (college, life)

I’m excited. My mom and I are headed off to Ball State University tonight, cus Orientation starts tomorrow at like 8:00 and its too far away for us to drive there in the morning.

 I’m a tad nervous because…well…I have to schedule classes and the like…and get to know my way around campus and such. and I have a roommate for a bit. And I keep having these “What if no one likes me?!?!” nightmares, which I know is ridiculous…but whatever. I’m not the only one who gets that nightmare right? I’m used to change it’ll ALL be ok. IT WILL!!!

 ANYWAY!! wish me luck!!


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I’m feeling…despondent…

June 15, 2007 at 3:05 am (Boys, despondent, feelings, friends, gay, life, love, Relationships, teenagers)

SO, I just went over to boys house to hang out with his sister Isabel.  Which was cool, because I love Isabel…but it felt wrong somehow.

 She doesn’t know about the whole thing with her brother, unless he were to have told her…which I don’t think he did. But I mean it felt odd to be watching a movie at his house because I know that had I said something (Or had HE said something I’m not ENTIRELY at fault here) then I could have been watching movies at his house for months! But NOOOOOO he has to be to shy…and I’m just plain STUPID.


I hate boys.

Why can’t I get him out of my head. I think about him ALL the time. Well not ALL the time, thoughts of him don’t RULE my life or anything, but still. Its annoying.

You know what else annoys me? The thought that I’m the only one struggling with this. I mean do I make HIM despondent? Probably not. Although if I learned that I DID make him despondent I would be INCREDIBLY happy.

which is sad.


You wanna hear something awkward? My gay guy friend has a crush on my straight guy friend…and I don’t know what to do about it.


I hate boys.

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Mmmm…Pretty pictures…

June 13, 2007 at 7:04 pm (Boys, Hugh Jackman, Kiefer Sutherland, life, Pictures, Uncategorized)

So as you may come to discover I have an OBSESSION with pictures. Especially pictures of actors.

Especially pictures of HOT actors. So in honor of the fact that my crush on Kiefer Sutherland has been reignited…LOOK Kiefer!!!! (And I may stick up a pic or two of Hugh Jackman as well)


Kiefer Sutherland

Kiefer Sutherland

He’s the very definition of Bad Ass. Other then maybe Christian Bale. 😉

Hugh Jackman is ALSO quite hot. Hugh Jackman

Hugh Jackman

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June 13, 2007 at 1:47 pm (Dogs, Driving, life, Little brothers, Rabbits, Sleep, teenagers, Video games)

So, I was rudely awoken this morning by the sound of Bryan (My little brother) knocking on my door saying that I had to watch Sean (My Other little brother, who’s 5) because Bryan had driving lessons, So I got up.

And now I’m really tired because I inexplicably stayed up til 3:00 last night and since I woke up at 8:00 I’m running on 5 hours of sleep!! YAY!! Go me.

Well its summer, I didn’t know I had to get up today no one shared that bit of information with me.

So now I’m sitting at my dads computer typing and watching Sean play a Video game where he shoots at rabbits with a plunger…

Its sort of surreal really, watching a five year old shoot plungers at animated rabbits. But the rabbits have their OWN plungers and shoot back so…I guess its OK. Especially since you don’t ACTUALLY SHOOT them, with like a gun.

 And hey! There’s a rabbit wearing sunglasses and a bandanna so I guess its unrealistic anyway.

It kinda sounds like a dogs dream. Or maybe nightmare?? who knows.

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Kiefer Sutherland makes me happy…

June 13, 2007 at 12:18 am (Jobs, Kiefer Sutherland, life, Movies)

Really, he does. So does Christian Kane.

 I’m sitting at home, yet again, watching The Lost Boys and waiting for my friends Kathryn to come over so we can watch Christian Kane’s movie Her Minor Thing. Which I watched yesterday. Its very good I recommend it. Its a good movie to watch on a down day. It made me happy…

ANYWAY, I applied for two jobs today. Dunno when I’m gonna be called for either of them. This whole Job Application thing is a tad annoying, I just wanna be done with it and get to work. Somewhere. Anywhere really.  Although, I don’t think I’ll necessarily like working anywhere to much. Especially if the job is repetitious.

That’s why I’m an actress, I’m too ADD to do the same thing every day.

Well OK that’s not the WHOLE reason I’m an actress, just a tiny part…but whatever.

Ooo! Kiefer’s back on screen…

I’ll talk more later. See ya!!

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Not much going on…

June 12, 2007 at 2:01 am (college, Driving, life)


I have determined that I need a job, but in order to get a job, I need to drive. Well I don’t really NEED to drive but, it would be helpful.

And I’m terrified of driving.

Like, seriously terrified. How does one get over a fear of driving? By driving….I think…


Or maybe I’ll just move to NYC…it works. I’m and Actress, hopefully I’ll end up there ANYWAY…or maybe London. Hell if I go to LA then I guess I’ll have to learn to dive but whatever. Thats A LONG way away I still gotta get through 4 years of college.

Which reminds me…I’m going to college. I have Orientation in like…8 days. And I move in like August 15’th.

I have so much stuff to do it’s INSANE!!!! I need EVERYTHING. Clothes, a computer, sheets, you name it I need it.




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The soap opera ends…only to be continued.

June 9, 2007 at 3:15 pm (angst, Boys, friends, life, Parties, Relationships, teenagers)

So. Boy is officially gone. I think.

 I’m not really sure if he’s left yet…

But I’m not gonna like call and check. So We’ll just assume he’s gone.

I went to a grad party yesterday and both Boy and Liam were there. I was really happy because the last time we had spoken I had said goodbye really quickly and there was really no closure of any sort. Or at least any sort that I had wanted. But yesterday we ACTUALLY said goodbye. He gave me a hug, said he’d still have an Internet connection over the summer so “Don’t worry” and that I’d better come to the shows next year.

And then he was gone.

*Sigh* I proceeded to go over to Michelle and force myself to stop the tears that I knew were coming. I mean who cries at a grad party?? Really that would have been rude.

But it was still sad, and now there’s this feeling of like emptiness because well…he’s gone.

Yes I KNOW I’m melodramatic I’m sorry. He was the first guy that I really liked, that I KNOW liked me back. And I let him slip through my fingers.

Its tragic I tell you. TRAGIC!!!

But I guess its also a part of being a teenager.

At least now I know that I can get a guy to like me.

*Sigh* ANYWAY!!

My grad party is today, that should be interesting. There are alot of people who’ve told me they can’t come, but allot of people who’ve told me they will. I’m not expecting a huge turnout but my mom is…so we’ll see.

I have to deal with the relatives, whom I love don’t get me wrong. But some of them are so insane they deserve their own reality TV show. They make me laugh so it’s all good.

I should go make sure my mom isn’t having an aneurysm over something that isn’t going right…

Later all!! ❤

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